Translator’s Note: This is Part Seven of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, nor redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without my explicit permission.Credits: Chinese Translation by 元@BBCNEnjoy and follow me @amandajaclyn18 at twitter if you want to talk to me! :)**********************************************************************************************On an ordinary school day, I received a call from the company.“Youngbae-ah. Due to some scheduling conflicts we might need you to stand in and perform. Come immediately to XX subway station.”As trainees, there were occasionally times wherein we had to take the place of sunbaes who suddenly had scheduling conflicts. After I hung up the phone I ran as fast as I could towards the agreed meeting place. I was supposed to be attending classes in preparation for the final exams, and some were scheduled for the next day.However, to be able to stand on stage wasn’t an opportunity that was given every day. So I decided to just drop everything and head towards the meeting place.When I arrived at the station and called back to the staff member, no one was answering the phone. It was probably time for the event to start. I had no choice but to just stand on the street and wait for him to contact me again. After 3 to 4 hours, manager hyung finally gave me a call.“Hyung, I’m still waiting here at XX subway station.”Hyung was surprised to hear that.“What? You’re still waiting there?”“Yes.”And then came the disappointing words from Hyung.“The concert is over. We thought you weren’t coming so we just skipped that portion of the show. It ended for a while now actually. Go back to the training room.”It was beginning to look like whichever company a person trained in, we trainees would always be baggage that won’t be picked up even when we were dropped on the ground. We have no idea what we’d be good at, and it was possible that the hard work we put in would be all for naught. But we were still rocks that couldn’t be carved yet. If we had time to go around begging “please acknowledge me!” to people, then that time would be better spent practicing voice and dance.So with that, I conditioned myself to be patient and started to seriously think about the positive side of things. Luckily, the exams for the next day were subjects that only needed memorization. Rather than spending the 3 to 4 hours just waiting for a call, I was able to study while I waited. Although the place was full of people coming and going, I was very focused in memorizing so what I learned stayed with me. And then I started thinking more…“It’s a good thing that I was able to get in some studying while I was waiting, since because of that I would have more time to train. Although I was disappointed and felt hungry and cold, this should still be okay, right?” The period before we debuted was when I really taught myself to be stronger. It was the time wherein before I could become an iron lock, I had to be heated, forged, and then submerged in cold water, before I could be heated again.Even if I reach the point wherein I break my legs, or meet any other challenges along the way, I cannot give up. Maintaining a sense of optimism and self-security amidst an environment wherein praises and encouragement from others were rare, in order to still be able to showcase one’s strengths, is a trainee’s most important mission.OMOO MY BAEBYY HAD TO WAIT FOR SOOO LONG?? YAAA THEY MISSED TO TAKE HIM?? THE WHOLE CONCERT WASN'T ANYTHIING WITHOUT HIM ;) I STILL ADOOORE HIS WRITING STYLE!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
“Through the dark tunnels, my burning passion made me stronger.”In the four years between sixth grade and third year high school, I went back and forth between school, home, and the studio, juggling my roles as a student, a son, and a trainee. Since I didn’t have any idea what I was getting myself into, I was excited and curious so I didn’t feel tired at all.It was difficult for my mother seeing me work so hard to meet all my responsibilities. She only told me about this later on. She supported me in my decision, and never cried in front of me or shared her worries, but I know she has cried many times out of her love for me and not wanting to see me suffer. Even today, she still occasionally sheds tears for me.My experience as a trainee is not simply “fun” as the others would put it. If I say that working hard and getting the training I wanted already made me feel blessed and satisfied, that would be a lie. I felt uneasy day by day, and that the situation I was in was desolate.During these times, I would adjust my thinking and tell myself “every trainee goes through this”, and “it’ll be more surprising if it wasn’t this difficult”. I didn’t have any other solution.Like what Big Mama noonas once said, “Whatever happens to you as a trainee makes you feel bad”. Nobody is concerned about you, and most of the time you’d feel out of place. There are times wherein you’d have to pretend to be unaware and just wait. There’s not even a person to tell you that “by this year/month/day if you perfect this or that training, you can become a singer.” There’s no plan for tomorrow, no blueprint for the future, so what you can do each day is just work hard.Because of that, I needed to be extra patient as a trainee. There was no other way but to have faith in myself and be determined in my thinking. Like the disciples of the old monks in those martial arts movies, you have to carry the burden on your shoulder “until you can stand on your own.” This was the only mindset one could have in preparation for this kind of life. I constantly recited in my heart three promises to feel stronger:“Don’t feel discouraged”, “Don’t give up”, and “Don’t let my mind wander off track”.These are the promises I made to myself.Translator’s Note: This is Part 6 of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without the translator’s explicit permission.AND HE KEPT THESE PROMISES..AND THAT'S WHAT WE LEARNED FROM HIM..YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING IF YOU ONLY KEEP WORKING HARD AND BELIEVE IN YOU! AND WE THANK HIM SOO MUCH FOR TEACHING US THAT! WE LOVE YOU OPPA!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
one thing i noticed about these trainees, they are practically my height harharhar…so yeah, the trainees came and left, a few YG staffs came out, Jjangmae (2NE1′s manager) appeared he wasnt that big lol. waited and waited and waited. it’s 4:05Am kst now. the door of the entrance opened and TAEYANG came out wearing his sleeveless chrome heart Tee (same on he was seen wearing riding bicycle earlier) He walked with swag lol. chatting away. his car was parked really close to the parking entrance so when he was about to get in the car he waved at us. all were getting excited. then when the car moved a bit he winded down his window and FREAKING STOPPED at the turn! fans (including me) running to the window. there was no shouting, no screaming, no mobbing. ppl were lining politely and handed all the gifts saying stuffs they wanted him to know. this is the best part of my life LOL. i handed the Shouting to the World book while hiding beside his door. I guess he was curious seeing the book and not me so he leaned forward and looked out. then he saw me and stared. LIKE HE WAS STARED AT ME! took the book (without taking his eyes) then he took my pen and signed it. then when he handed me the book he stared at me again. i didnt utter a word except for Thank You. and i didnt smile either i was just stunned by the way he stared and because he really signed the book!http://lockerz.com/s/134244218 then after receiving all the gifts he left. SERIOUSLY BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! the japanese kids told me i was lucky lol. they are GD’s fans so they wanted to meet him. Tomomi (the Jvip), told me that it was his 3rd time waiting there for the day. she saw Taeyang rode the bicycle and riding cutely (even saw her fancams ^^) after taeyang left we figured that GD must still be inside. soon it was 5 am kst and i was getting tired due to hectice schedule and not sleeping for 36hrs. Honestly, i was hoping the reason they gathered was to celebrate Dae. he was verdicted not guilty earlier that day, but i thought he wouldnt be there, he would be at the church. my heart told me not to leave but my body was saying otherwise so i left at 530am. i never find out if GD was really spotted or nay that morning. Do you know?
HOOOO MAAAYY GAAAAD!!!!!!! AGAIN A LUCKY VIP!!!!!!!^______^ HE STARED AT HEEEER!!!! WE STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IIT!!! NO ONE CAN TELL US TO CONCENTRATE ON SCHOOOOLLL!!!!!!!!!HE STARED AT HER THE WHOLE TIIIME!!! WITHOUT TAKING AWAY HIS EEEYYEES!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
“Since this is what you’ve chosen, you have to take responsibility.”My parents hoped that when we grew up, my brother and I would choose professions such as lawyers, doctors, or professors, which is probably not much different from other families. Unfortunately, my brother and I both had more interest for music than for studying. They were fine with us becoming piano or music teachers too if we couldn’t go with their first choices. I had once thought that their dream for us was my dream for myself too.However, as I’ve always been a child who followed his parents’ wishes, they were visibly shocked when I announced that I am to become a contracted trainee for YG. They even tried to talk me out of it. They said if I really liked the fields of music or entertainment, why not become an actor instead of a singer so that it’s a more stable career path?Although I had the principles of “no field/line of work was easy”, and “at least becoming a singer was what I wanted and what I was good at” to my defense, I still had to disobey my parents’ wishes for the first time in order to sign the contract that would solidify my stubbornness. My way of getting my parents to agree did not include running away from home, going on hunger strike, or giving them the silent treatment. Even though realizing my dreams was important to me, I wouldn’t want this to strain my relationships or bring others pain and sadness. Nevertheless, I am very thankful that my parents weren’t immovable mountains.I always do what I am told. Cleaning is the most basic, a task I would do even if I wasn’t instructed to since it was something that would make my parents happy if I did it. This is one of those things that would not change even after I become a trainee and then a singer, a kind of unspoken promise from a loving son. As long as I had the time and the chance, I would sincerely say what I feel.I would like to share my experience for those who are feeling troubled because their parents are opposed what they want.If I had something I really wanted to do and the people around me were against it, I could kiss my chance to get their blessing goodbye if I just scowled and refused to talk.There will also be times when I am very certain about my ideas, but because I am young and inexperienced I cannot find the words to convince them. If I had just given up then or turned my back complaining that my parents don’t understand me at all, the chance to convince them would be gone for good, and this would only cause misunderstandings and hurt feelings. Both sides would forever be unable to understand one another. This was how I felt then. I will not cause conflict, but instead I’ll try to truly understand from my parent’s perspective, using my quiet voice to convince them to come around.Finally, all the convincing paid off and my parents gave me their approval… on one condition.“Okay, if you really want to do this, go ahead. But since this is the path you’ve chosen, you have to be responsible and see it through. You have to finish what you start. Regardless if you encounter failures or setbacks, you’re not allowed to make excuses.Oh, and there was another condition. “You can’t neglect your studies because of your becoming a trainee.” More importantly, I had to keep my grades up.With my parents’ blessing as I agreed to their conditions, I started to formally embark on my journey upon the “Wild Road” of my dreams.Translator’s Note: This is Part 5 of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without the translator’s explicit permission. OU YEAH...AND US,HIS VIPS, ARE SOO HAPPY AND GLAD THAT HE CHOSE THIS WAY!! WE ARE SOOO DAAN PROUD OF HIM!!! WE WILL NEVER STOP SUPPORTING HIM!! NEVER!! HE WILL ALWAYS STAY IN OUR HEARTS!!! HWAITING!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
Translator’s Note: This is Part Four of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, nor redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without my explicit permission.Credits: Chinese Translation by 元@BBCNEnjoy and follow me @amandajaclyn18 at twitter if you want to talk to me! :)**********************************************************************“President Yang, if you won’t allow me to be a trainee, I’d be nothing!”Shooting this MV marked the second time in my life I’ve done acting. I once again tried to gather up my courage in that setting. That day, the CEO of YG Entertainment, Yang Hyun Suk visited the set. Since I rarely saw him, I couldn’t bring myself to look at him directly when I was actually seeing him with my own eyes. At that time, I felt my heart threatening to fly out of my ribcage. I couldn’t let this opportunity pass me by. Since once we finish filming the MV, my role as little Sean would be over and so would any connection I had with YG. Thoughts like “I can’t not do something” and “I can’t just do nothing” were running through my mind, pushing me to action.With that, I suddenly walked towards President Yang who was in the middle of a conversation with Jinusean. Although I had already gathered up the guts to do it, once I was actually in front of him, I started shaking.“President Yang, I want to be a singer.”With my shaking voice, I expressed my aspiration. Maybe from President Yang’s perspective, hearing a grade school student fearlessly saying something like this to him was both cute and absurd at the same time. He smiled slightly and said something to address the situation at hand.“We will contact you after a while. Go home and wait to hear from us.”Looking back, I think I caused the lively atmosphere on set to dissipate with my actions. That’s why President Yang was quick to appease a child with an absurd request. But I actually pinned all my hopes on that vague promise of “after a while”, waiting earnestly for President Yang to contact me.After roughly a month, which felt like 10 agonizing years to me, I couldn’t wait any longer and just decided to go to YG office. Because I did not make an appointment, I just barged into President Yang’s office and asked,“President Yang, why did you say you’d be contacting me yet I still haven’t heard from you?”Having a kid suddenly appearing out of nowhere is enough to make you flustered, what more a kid who’s acting like a debt collector here to pick a bone with you? Caught off-guard and momentarily speechless, President Yang actually gave an apology he shouldn’t have had to give.“Ah? Really? You… It’s you… Ah, I’m sorry. I was too busy”I immediately replied,“So that means you’ll let me become a trainee?”After recovering from the initial shock, President Yang gave me a swift “Okay, go!” It’s possible that he was more impressed with my courage than with my talent then. After some time, President Yang shared what he felt on our encounter that day.“At first I was thinking how a little kid could say something like that, so I just told him vaguely that we’ll contact him after some time to appease him. I did not expect the kid to just barge into my office and berate me for not contacting him. I was shocked to say the least. I was so flustered that I apologized to him and said it was because I was too busy. Nevertheless, a kid brave enough to enter our office is impressive. I felt his courage was commendable.”And that marked the beginning of my life as a YG trainee, the start of six years of happiness and hard work. OOMOO!!! JUST ENTERS IN THE YG BUILDING AND TALKS LIKE THAT TO MR.YG xDDDD HOOOW CUTE!!! HE SHOWED SOO MUCH COURAGE TO MAKE HIS DREAM COME TRUE!!! OMOO!!! IMAGINE IT!!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
“Hyung, do you want to try out to be a child actor in Jinusean’s MV?During the third grade, my parents sent me to live with my aunt temporarily because they were too busy and had to take care of some things.I had a younger cousin who was attending performing classes at the academy. Because I wasn’t familiar with the neighborhood and it wasn’t fun playing by myself, I went along with him to his classes. I wasn’t really good at anything at ten years old, and I was very shy and introverted. I had no interest in performing at all. Besides listening to music and playing the piano, I did not have any other interests. When asked about what I wanted to be when I grew up, I would immediately get red in the face and just say any random thing that came into mind to get by.But, one day, something a friend said changed my entire life. I had a very good friend from the academy. Although he was younger than me by a year, we had similar interests and our personalities matched well. We were as close as blood-related brothers.“Hyung, why don’t you audition?”“Audition? What audition?”“For Jinusean. You know them. Right, hyung? They need actors to portray Jinusean as kids. I was chosen to play Jinu, but they still need someone to play Sean.”When I heard Jinusean, I asked…“Jinusean as kids? Tell me more.”“It’s for their MV. They are looking for someone who can portray them when as kids.”He then proceeded to ask casually if I wanted to try out for the role. But at that moment, I felt like I was electrified. I loved Jinusean! I was already immersed in my brother’s music at that age. I had already memorized their lyrics, rap, and choreography! It was like I was made for the role.My other classmates were targeting commercial films and television drama series. They weren’t really into music, especially Hip-Hop. They weren’t interested in dancing or rap as well.This was the first time in my life that I was determined to reach for what I really wanted to achieve. If I continued being shy, this opportunity won’t find me again. This was the moment wherein a fearful child who had no idea what he needed transformed into a child who would give his all to be able to move towards the direction his heart was pointing to. After that, I put my entire focus on preparing for the audition. I practiced the moves and the rap. Even though we looked nothing alike, I tried my best to imitate Sean Hyung’s expressions. I prepared hard for it like I was preparing for my own solo stage.After that… I got the part. I’m not sure if this was the expected outcome or not. They might have been able to find others who looked more like Sean, but it must not be easy finding another mini version of Sean with the same skills and passion. Looking back at that time, I was already starting to have the philosophy of “With passion and determination, there’s nothing I can’t do.” The child that nobody paid attention to in the academy, the child who was shy and wasn’t exceptional in anything… he was reborn through this audition.I arrived at the set, full of expectations. Yet the MV filming set was an entirely different world. For me who liked music and was satisfying this desire by listening to it, it was the first time that I experienced (though indirectly) creating music as a means to satisfy this desire. Watching a basketball game and actually stepping on the court to play the game are two completely different things. Clothes drenched in sweat, heart racing like it’s about to explode out of your chest, and body temp so high it burns… there is nothing more real than this.Selecting my outfit for the MV, presenting a rapper’s expressions and movements… I was very happy with the excitement and joy of me about to become an entertainer. Although they weren’t recording my voice, I acted like the singer, moving my hands and feet and lips. That moment, a soul called “singer” entered my body through my limbs and lips.Before this, I thought that with honest and hard work, sooner or later one would reach that unknown world. When others asked me what my dream was, I would answer “pianist” or “music teacher” out of politeness. My mom bought me a piano with the slightest hint of talent that I might have. As my skills improved bit by bit, my mom would endlessly give me new Beyer and Czerny sheet music. My life was like these piano teaching materials. Listen to what my parents say; complete my tasks well. It was like climbing up the stairs step by step, level by level. Taking two steps at a time was unthinkable to someone who was as introverted as me.However, in this world, there is an alternative option of creating my own world, and not just climbing up the steps that someone provided for me. I can create my own path, and open the door to the new world.That day we were shooting the MV, I deeply felt the sound of my heart racing. Not once have I forgotten that feeling, even up to now.Translator’s Note: This is Part 3 of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, redistributed for any commercial purposes. AYYYY!!!!!!!! OUR BAEBY WAS SOOOO SHY!!!! HOW HE WRITES!!! OOOMOOO!!!!HE SAID THAT NO ONE PAID ATTENTION TO HIM!!! AAAYY HOW CUTE!!! AND NOW HE IS KOREA'S SUPERSTAAAR!!!! TAEYANG always VIP*.*
“My heart won’t stop racing. What should I do?”Every person has a memory that sticks to them, like a movie they can replay in their heads at will. My life then, my friends… my memories of those simple days were blurry like shadows in the water. But there was something that happened one day, which I remember clearly like it was yesterday.The very first highlight of my life took place in my brother’s room. This experience is probably the reason why I like to secretly hide in TOP hyung’s room nowadays.The cassette tape player placed on my brother’s table was his most prized possession. To the six-year-old me, this was a doorway to figuratively traveling all over the world. Being five years older than me, my brother was already in the upper levels of grade school then. He was very interested in music and had very high standards in selecting his music. He is currently studying musicals. He had a special relationship with music ever since he was little, wearing his earphones every day, bobbing his head and tapping his feet. This made me even more curious about the music he was listening to.One day, I secretly borrowed my brother’s cassette tape player while he was sleeping. For a moment I just froze there as I listened to Michael Jackson, bringing me into the world of black music, and to the revolutionary Seo Taiji and Boys, enlightening me. For someone who was supposed to be listening to children’s music at that age, I was completely moved and taken over by the beat and the feeling.Naturally, I followed my brother in terms of my musical taste. I remember my sunbaes telling me stories about how they listened to Guns N’ Roses or Deep Purple music because of their hyungs in senior high school or in college, and how this awakened their instinct for rock and roll and heavy metal. I guess it’s the same for me.After that I would often listen to music all night long until the sun came up. In the daytime, my brother would monopolize the cassette tape player, so I could only self-study at night. I didn’t understand English so I had no idea what the lyrics meant. Occasionally I would write down the rap lyrics based on what they sounded like in Korean, under the light of the reading lamp, so that I could sing along to the songs. I was afraid someone would hear me or the music so I often hid under my blankets.Currently, I still like R&B, Soul, Pop, Rock and Roll, and Hip-hop music from artists like Brian Mcknight, R.Kelly… I studied different aspects of music. I must have listened to Stevie Wonder and Boyz II Men’s music repeatedly hundreds of times, to the point that the cassette tapes had to be replaced.At that time, the thought of becoming a singer didn’t once cross my mind. But I felt then that music must comprise half of my DNA.***********************************************************************Translator’s Note: This is Part Two of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without the translator’s explicit permission.HOW CUUTE...OMG...OUR SUNSHINE'S STORY IS SO TOUCHING!! HE STUDIED UNDER HIS BLANKETS BECAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT ANYONE TO LISTEN TO HIM?!? HOW CUTE CAN THIS PERSON BE? HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH OMO!!!!WA...WE HAVE TO REREAD THIS FOR A FEW MORE TIMES!!! OUR ANGEL!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
FOR ALL THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW, SHOUTING OUT TO THE WORLD WAS BIG BANG'S BOOK^^THEY WROTE IT ON THEIR OWN AND IT WAS RELEASED IN 2008! NOW HERE IS THE FIRST PART OF TAEYANG'S STORY:Translator’s Note: This is Part 1 of Taeyang’s Shouting Out to the World, a translation from the Chinese translation of Shouting Out to the World by Big Bang China. This is merely a fan translation and is not affiliated with YG Entertainment or the publisher Sam and Parkers. This should only be for the fans’ personal use and should not be reproduced, modified, redistributed for any commercial purposes. Please do not take out/repost elsewhere without the translator’s explicit permission. Credits: Chinese Translation by 贼@BBCN.English translation by : amandajaclyn18.tumblr.com /@amandajaclyn18 at twitter. With permission to be reposted by Alwaystaeyang. ***********************************************************************Stage 2 - With honest hard work, one can shine anywhere.“So jump… there’s nothing fascinating about going around in circles.”The only prerequisite for a hopeful tomorrow is a today that’s different from yesterday.For this hopeful tomorrow, we are still working hard even up to now.In the next section, I will share my recollection of this journey I’ve taken with no regrets.My destiny found me, like it was pre-ordained.
Towards the Exciting “Wild Road”In senior high school, there was a student in my class who was crazy about video games. There were no other words to describe him. He not only played video games all night long; he even went to internet cafes in the morning before school to play. It’s not just a simple hobby. In terms of skill, he was completely comparable to a professional gamer. Whenever a new game was released, he would be the fastest in finishing all the levels. If he found a bug or a glitch in a game, he would write cheat codes and share to everyone.One day, we had the chance to chat. Because I was a trainee, I spent more days out of school than in school. But the times I was able to chat with my friends are beautiful memories for me, so I could never forget about this incident.“Hey you, what’s your dream?”Since he loved games so much, and his family was pretty well-off, I asked and waited in anticipation for an answer from him that would be compatible with his passion and skills.“Ah? Erm…Of course, my dream is to own an internet café! That way I can still play games without having to pay!”“What?!!”Of course, this was his dream. There’s no right or wrong. But I was really expecting that he’d have a huge ambition so I felt somewhat disappointed.In my heart, I wanted to say “You could easily realize that dream! Why not dream of something bigger and further from your reach?”But I couldn’t say my thoughts out loud. He had his own life. And his choice deserved to be respected and affirmed. But if I had the chance now, I would tell him “For someone who could become a world-class professional gamer, having that little aspiration is dangerous and is such a huge waste.”Ever since I began concrete actions to actually fulfill my dream of becoming a singer, quite frankly I had lost interest in school. It’s not because I disliked my teachers or my classmates, but I was disappointed with the “slow progress” of school. The repetitiveness, purposelessness, and meaninglessness of the academic path, the irrationality and slow efficiency of the learning methods, and the incoherency of systems all made me feel resentful and dissatisfied.But what I couldn’t bear was seeing some of my classmates cooped up in school, who were sated with food and remained idle. To my young eyes, they were purposelessly wasting each valuable day. They ate good food. As long as their teachers did not scold them, they were fine. As long as they improved their grades even for just a little bit, they were happy. They selected answers on multiple choice questions like selecting a drink from the vending machine.I have long given up on the idea that I could be like them – that I could take pleasure in having a stable life and live happily. Maybe someday I would regret the choice I made. But I removed the illusions and chose to leave earlier because of this.I left the somewhat boring but stable sidewalk with a friendly warning sign and chose the rough “Wild Road”, in which I have no idea where it led to. It was a choice that could not be remade again the moment I had made my choice. I could not enjoy the lives my friends were leading; and likewise my friends would not have what I had.One day, I suddenly had a chance encounter with my dream, like it was pre-destined.FIRST OF ALL, OUR SUNSHINE HAS AN AMAAAAZING TALENT TO WRITE! HIS WRITING SKILLS ARE EXCELLENT!! THUMBS UP OUR HONEY!!! WOW...SO THAT'S WHAT HE THOUGHT ABOUT SCHOOL? ^^ IT'S SO FUNNY xDDD HIS FRIST DREAM WAS TO BECAME A GOOD GAME PLAYER AND OPEN A STORE! OMO THIS IS SO SWEET!! AT THAT TIME HE DIDN'T KNOW THAT HE WAS GOING TO TO BE KOREA'S SUPERSTAR!! CA'T WAIT TI READ THE NEXT PARTS!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
In these years, which is the best-selling book written by the stars in showbiz? 'Shouting To The World', the book written by Big Bang in 2008 is crowned the best selling book in the rank of artist cum author. More than 500000 copies of it have already been sold up till now. The book was written by the members and it is about the dreams and frustrations they have been experiencing these years. The means that Big Bang employed to overcome their difficulties before their debut have become the encouragement of the young people and they have also impressed the adults. The publishing company said, ' at the very beginning, the majority readers were secondary school students but afterwards, the books have been sold well to the people from all age groups.'OOOOOOMG!!!!!!!!!! COOONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!! WE WANT TO READ THIS BOOK,TOO:( IT MUST BE SOOO GREAT....READING ABOUT OUR BEABY'S THOUGHTS AND DIFFICULTIES....WE'RE SOOO PROUD THAT HE REACHED SOOO MUCH!!!TAEYANG always VIP*.*
